Last Day Of Summer (And I'm A Mess) is the last day of summer for Hannah.

It's the last day for her to play with her brother and have the freedom that goes along with being at home.

It's the last day for this momma to give snuggles and cuddles on the couch in our pjs.

I am a giant mess of mixed emotions today as tomorrow is the first step in allowing my first truly grow up.

I am sad and incredibly nervous to watch her get on that bus tomorrow morning...knowing that once that bus leaves my sight, she is no longer being taken care of by myself. For the majority of the day, someone else will be taking care of my baby and I am having a hard time coming to terms with that.

But I am excited for her to learn and grow and make friends.

Hannah is a very smart little girl, and I know she will do well in school and absolutely love it.

I just don't think I am quite ready to let her go yet...

I really hope her brother adjusts well to having his main playmate and friend being gone all day.

I hope Hannah misses me just as might as I will miss her. We have our matching mommy/daughter bracelets all ready to go so we can wear them tomorrow and think of each other.

I hope tomorrow is easier than I think it is going to be, as I say goodbye to her I the morning.

Time really is a bitch and its not fair!!!

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  1. The feelings that you have right now are completely normal. On Emma's first day of Kindergarten, that morning I was driving home from work and the song "It won't be like this for long" by Darius Rucker came on. And let me tell you...I almost had to pull over because I was crying so hard. It's definitely going to be an adjustment for you and her. But trust me, she will be fine...and so will you. And Colson too =) Soon it will be routine, and all will be normal. Hang in there Momma!!


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