I Can't Wait...

I can't wait to be able to fit into and buy 'normal' clothes because quite honestly, I don't feel pretty right now. I feel (and look) fat and I just want to cry everytime I look in the mirror..

I can't wait to be able to bend over to put on my socks and shoes without taking 5 breaks to catch my breath.

I can't wait until I can wear pretty underwear again that will actually stay up and not roll down!

I can't wait to be able to comfortably paint my toenails. I haven't painted my toenails in 6 months...but it's on my to-do list before I head to the hospital (it might just take me a while to do).

I can't wait for my face to not look 'puffy' anymore.

I can't wait for my boobs to not feel like that are up under my chin and choking me to death.

I can't wait to be able to get out of the couch without help or without taking 20 minutes to do so by myself.

I can't wait to be able to sit on the floor and play with my daughter for longer than 5 minutes.

I can't wait to be able to carry my daughter without my back killing me.

I can't wait to be able to sleep on my stomach and to be able to roll over in bed without every part of my body hurting.



But more importantly...

I can't wait to meet our son and hold him in my arms.

I can't wait to look into his eyes.

I can't wait to smell him and kiss him and love on him.